The Silence

The town is so quiet

Silence is all I hear

No matter how loud I talk

I cannot fill the gap



Hello?Are you here? I ask God.

No reply I can hear

I wonder... Is everything okay?

I hope so...



Can anyone fil the silence?

Can you say something?

Are you here?

I feel alone...



"My child!" I hear.

"You do not listen." God says.

"Do not fear for I am with you always."

"Keep walking forI walk with you."



The words were like thunder

My eyes like candle light

in a window of hope

no longer is there silence.

4 days

I'm staying silent for 4 days... whay you ask? because I hear the cries of the unborn who never had a chance to live. Never had a say, never had a voice...abortion is a genoside, you're killing innocent ppl, but even worse ur killing children... think back when you were a child, would you think it would be fair if someone killed you? If God knew they couldn't make a difference he wouldv'e never made them, quit killing them(government+moms)you're not just hurting them, ur hurting God. Stop! i'm begging you! let them live! ur hurting me! I've seen the pics of those killed children and its sick! and ppl support that evil and demented issue...My heart hurts for those who cannot see how serious this is and the children who never had a chance.
DO NOT SHOUT ME DOWN, I HAVE A RIGHT TO SPEAK JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE.

4 manly types.

I have noticed throughout my life there are 4 types of men, they all correspond to movie stars in the fifties and sicties. There's Dean Martin, he loves life and loves women and treats each one like a jewel.(I have a friend like that!)
there's Paul Lynde, sounds gay but isn't and is hilarious without even trying.(I have a friend like that)
ther's Frank Sinatra, a man classy and gentleman like but secretly full of himnself.
and finally there's Robert De'Niro, a man who tells you straight forward how he thinks of you in a way that is rude an funny which makes you want to be around him. Research these guys and you'll see how your man matches up with one of them.

HELLLLOOO!!!!! (Brittish Accent)

that is what i did last night at the drive thru window and the dude literally ran away! Any way yesterday was SUNDAY!!!!! and Im went ti EPIC( for those of u who dont know what that is it is a huuuugge worship service that happens the first sunday of the month at my church)Anyway! we were talking about families that night b/c my pastor is doing a series on it and there were many testimonies aboutwhat happened in people's live and how their family left them or abused them and stuff but they found a new family in Christ. The church. There were many things that touched me that night but one thing is for sure, that anyone can have a new family even when your family has abandoned you. Whether you believe in God or not the Christian Church will always be there for you and be your family. for those of you who don't have a good father... you can have a new heavenly father and his name is Jesus Christ. He loves you with this ardent passion and determination becuase he made you and he wants you for himself... he loves you and he wants you in his arms when you are in the worst pain that you could ever imagine. I am starting a prayer chain like Count Zinzendorf did with his Moravian Brotherhood. So please send me your prayer requests about your family or anything about you that you desprately need prayer for. I'll be reading and praying over your messages and lifting them up to God. I want to see my family in heaven what about yours??

what are we doing?

i m listening to KP Yohannan, he is one of my fav preachers and he has a heavy heart for the lost...he is talking about the fear of the Lord and i kinda opened my eyes a little bit... how much time do we do we spend on the computer?? i am guilty of it too, i'll be on the computer for hours if i wanted to. how lazy are we. i confess that after i graduated i didn't go into college. i'm unemployed and i'm tired all the time, sometimes i think i'm useless. But you know that doesnt mean i have to be lazy and lay around all the time. A long time ago i went through alot and i sought God with everything i had. isnt it funny how we want to serve god when we feel like we're goin thru hell? but when we ar okay we brush him off our shoulder. God only wants your life to be committed to him, he wants an intimate relationship with you.. he wants you to be his best friend. Jesus died for us and how much is our lives compared to the one he gave for us?? NOTHING comes close to what he gave to us.. freedom. when we die nothing will matter anymore, not the work you have done on deviantart or the accomplishments that we made...every secret every thought will be judged by the Lord when you face him on judgement. i don't mean to preach, i just want to make you aware that nothing in this life will matter, not what you have or how you went... but where you went. where are you going tonight?? are you goin to listen to God and let him take the lead or are you too wrapped up in your own opinions?? God only wants to show you how wonderful your life can be with him in it, i know how it is when you know you have to worship and you really dont want to. God is just wanting your attention, after all you are his child.. he loves you and he wants you to know him just like he knows you. he loves you so much that he has named all the hairs on your head. how hard is it to tell someone that God loves them?? you might just save someone's life.

The White Stag

My favorite animal lately has been the Wite Stag. Its beautiful and majestic...and it has alot of mythology behind it. I have researched and researched the animal and you could say that there is alot or very little information on the magical creature. The Huns believed that the stag was the Guide to the will of God and the leader of new lands because there has been a story of the Huns chasing a stag and the stag led them to a new land that they soon took over. The stag became the seal of the Huns and no one can really say if this story is a Myth or a Legend. Another is a Scottish story from Christian origin. King David I and his Friends wanted to go hunting on a very sacred day called Holy Cross Day where they honor the cross that Jesus was crucified on. The Bishops and the Clergy told them not to go but they did anyway and so as they went into the deep woods the stumbled upon a beautiful white stag and the chase was on. most of the huntsmen fell behind until it was just King David and the Stag. Another talent of the White stag is that it rarely is caught, the hunter can be so close but just out of reach as well. The stag stopped and charged his mighty antlers at the horse, the horse reaered back and tossed king David to the ground and charged at him. Just as the stag was charging at him King David saw a shiny gold cross hanging from the antlers. King David reached for it and jut bearly touched it and the cross disappeared and the stag peacefully cantered away. When the Huntsmen returned to the King they wanted to go and search for it again bur the King
refused and returned to the castle. that night he had a dream about his mother and the cross that she used to wear and the cross of the stag. he made an abbey and dedicated it to his mother and that cross... There are so many stories about how the White stag has led people to new lands and reminded people of what was important in life, whether these stories are true or not, the white stag will always be a mysterious creature that can never be caught.