what are we doing?

i m listening to KP Yohannan, he is one of my fav preachers and he has a heavy heart for the lost...he is talking about the fear of the Lord and i kinda opened my eyes a little bit... how much time do we do we spend on the computer?? i am guilty of it too, i'll be on the computer for hours if i wanted to. how lazy are we. i confess that after i graduated i didn't go into college. i'm unemployed and i'm tired all the time, sometimes i think i'm useless. But you know that doesnt mean i have to be lazy and lay around all the time. A long time ago i went through alot and i sought God with everything i had. isnt it funny how we want to serve god when we feel like we're goin thru hell? but when we ar okay we brush him off our shoulder. God only wants your life to be committed to him, he wants an intimate relationship with you.. he wants you to be his best friend. Jesus died for us and how much is our lives compared to the one he gave for us?? NOTHING comes close to what he gave to us.. freedom. when we die nothing will matter anymore, not the work you have done on deviantart or the accomplishments that we made...every secret every thought will be judged by the Lord when you face him on judgement. i don't mean to preach, i just want to make you aware that nothing in this life will matter, not what you have or how you went... but where you went. where are you going tonight?? are you goin to listen to God and let him take the lead or are you too wrapped up in your own opinions?? God only wants to show you how wonderful your life can be with him in it, i know how it is when you know you have to worship and you really dont want to. God is just wanting your attention, after all you are his child.. he loves you and he wants you to know him just like he knows you. he loves you so much that he has named all the hairs on your head. how hard is it to tell someone that God loves them?? you might just save someone's life.